Self Reflection

I made a quick VLOG, that I want to upload tonight hopefully. Basically, just showed what I bought with my giftcards from Christmas.

So, Monday was a pretty easy day. Work was actually a little busy for once and the day flew by. My Ohio State Buckeyes played the Texas Longhorns. Buckeyes were predicted to get smashed, but only lost 24-21. I'm very proud of our team. Both of my teams went down(Sunday and Monday) but I've never been more proud.

I got yelled at Monday because I started screaming at the TV. I think the Buckeyes got screwed on a couple big calls, but hey..whatever. Anyways, the ref made a terrible call and I got up and threw my control into the couch. Brittany told me, "If you can't watch the game like a normal person, I'm turning it off." Does anyone else get like this? I've got a bad temper and I get pissed off over silly stuff, but I'm passionate about my hobbies. I remember screaming about every curse word you could imagine at the refs during that game, my wife replied with, "You tell it babe, I'm sure those referees can hear you through the TV." I love my wife more than she could ever imagine, but she likes to give a little nudge to fire me up more.

I think she is learning that I need to get all my frustration and screaming out before she says anything though, haha. I was playing CoD: WaW when I bought it and I remember cussing at the TV and she got upset with me, but kept saying stuff to me that irritated me more, for example: "What's the point of being pissed off at your game, it won't do anything." I have a serious anger issue toward video games or sports when I play/watch them. I think I've gotten better over the years, but I can get pretty bad. I don't break shit or harm anyone, I just scream and yell at the TV. Anyone else like this? I've got serious issues, haha.

Last night I worked a long day. Got to work at 9am, because when I left my house at 7:40am, I got to work really late because icy rain was hitting and there were wrecks like every 15 minutes. I sat still on the freeway for a good 45+ minutes. I usually get to work between 8am-8:15am when I leave at 7:40am, to get there at 9am, sucked.

So after my first job, I had to go to Bronze Tan Studios to fix shit for them and didn't get to leave until 7:30pm and got home at 8pm. LOOONG day. It's worth it, sometimes I think, the stress and issues this job brings me isn't worth it, until I look at how much I am making just while Brittany has a closing shift. This next check will be enough to cover the leak(I have to pay to have the sink removed so they can get to the pipe that is causing the issue, that's $125) and it will cover the amount I need to do the basement the way my step dad drew it up.

Even after a long day, I couldn't go to sleep. I went to bed at 2am, because I ended up watching, The Kingdom with Jaime Foxx and Jennifer Garner. Pretty good movie, pretty much about terrorism, I liked it a lot.

So, here I am now..dead tired writing in my blog. I'm going to try to upload that video and do my first video game review on who knows. Maybe Spiderman: Web of Shadows since I beat it already.

Take care everyone!

-Matt-